I’ve been hospitalized twice for suicidal ideation. Even though it was ten years ago, in many ways I still feel like that lost, hopeless sixteen year old. Someone who feels so weak and weary, who feels like they are not worth anything. I can’t lie, I still feel like that now. I’d be lying if I said I haven’t been thinking about taking my life. I hate to admit it, but I have. But I’m not going to do it.

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